This has been gnawing at me all week and I really should have written this sooner and not let 'life' get in the way. Yes I talk about my Mind and Body as two separate people, No I'm not crazy, that's just the way Chronic illness is.
So I'm back. It's been a bit up an down but I am determined to make this work. I will trust in God and lean on him and it is possible.
The night is dark and full of terrors may be more than just a line from GoT and I am so thankful that I have the true Lord of Light to save me from them when they come.
Fear comes in many forms, it's persistent and it's a formidable foe. How on earth can I defeat it?
When your mind and body are constantly fighting each other it's a struggle, it's exhausting. Sorry this one may be complete gibberish but it made sense to me at the time
Rest is good, true rest is difficult. Be ok with rest, with where you are and what you're doing stop setting yourself up to fail
I may have had a wobble when I realised the size of the mountain looming over me that I will have to climb. There's only one way to get there though, one step at a time.