When your mind and body are constantly fighting each other it's a struggle, it's exhausting. Sorry this one may be complete gibberish but it made sense to me at the time
Rest is good, true rest is difficult. Be ok with rest, with where you are and what you're doing stop setting yourself up to fail
I may have had a wobble when I realised the size of the mountain looming over me that I will have to climb. There's only one way to get there though, one step at a time.